going on a date with a guy basically solely because I’m bored and i want to prove to myself that i’m attractive. He seems dumb as a box of rocks though so I just hope he says something stupid enough to warrant a kick in the balls. I’ve always wanted to do that.
I’ll know I’ve made it when I wake up and walk outside to the wrap around porch of my antebellum home and see the dark haired love of my life drinking coffee with our sweet baby girl in his lap and our golden retriever next to them with a hot cup of coffee waiting on me.
Thank god for meds. Last week I was on the brink of death, now I feel like life is actually maybe an okay thing. The nausea is worth it, plus now I have an excuse for why I barely eat…but that’s another story
All the Water signs, Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces, are sleepy in some respect, exhausted, fluid overloaded and breathing underwater. This is saturation, drenching in celestial liquid, the nourishment of god and the sea of collective soul seasons. And really they are romantic in the sense they need an anchor to steady their rocking dreamboat to sleep. The rising and falling of a chest beside them is a Water sign lullaby, and they turn their torrential emotions into ravishing artwork, poetry and melody. Water individuals have a leaky etheric body, and unconsciously soak up any frequency in circulation. They frequently withdraw into solitude and sleep for days in sheer exhaustion. The rush, flux, noise and suffering of the world creeps under their skin and floods their bodies with an inexplicable heaviness.